Bad news

My computer hard drive is fried! So its going to be more difficult for me to update until I get a new computer... 

Yesterday I went to see my Gyno and I had her start me on birth control. I actually really hate birth control and I'm not sure I agree with it but I am hoping it will regulate my hormones.... Meaning less mood swings and hopefully I'll feel more upbeat and stop turning to food and alcohol for comfort! 

I've obviously already gained my holiday weight and I'm fighting to get it off.