I told my boyfriend I want to give up drinking again for multiple reasons. He asked me why it's really necessary...but doesn't care so long as I drink with him Saturday? I told him we'll see but.... Idk. If I'm strong enough to not want to I dont think I should. The weight has started to come back on since I started drinking multiple times a week so that's obviously the culprit.
I got a promotion at work and I'd really like to get my weight loss back on track now that the pressure is off with interviews and what not.
My boyfriend and I are having trouble again. He wants me to lose more weight. He said I "didn't finish".... losing the weight. It's hurtful and I feel like he'll never be happy with me no matter what....despite that he claims to be happy with me and I'm the one always nit-picking and creating problems.
I'm always wrong in our relationship. I'm the bad guy for trying to bring us closer. That just makes me psycho and clingy for wanting to "spend time with him 24/7." It's just that I'm trying to work on things before we simply grow apart. In a letter I wrote him, I ended it by saying that I fell in love with him suddenly and then gradually and I'm scared that we're going to grow apart the same way. I wrote that the letter was my way of trying to stop that from happening.... But he just got defensive and it almost became another fight.
Can I do anything right?
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