Monday, February 25, 2013

Morose Monday

I'm not feeling motivated at all lately. I'm still losing weight and I'm so happy about that and I still want to go to the gym, but none of it is making me happy right now. It's stress relieving, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm just not happy. I'm not content. I'm eating right and getting fit, so I thought contentedness would fall into place.

I know life, and relationships, has their ups and downs but how long should it be down before you call it quits? How long should you wait for it to go back up?

With getting fit, it was just a matter of finally deciding for myself that it's time to lose the excess weight. But we aren't given that kind of control in most (if any) other areas of our lives.

On this particular Monday, I don't feel motivated or driven. I'm just going to keep on pushing because I know for a fact I'll regret it later if I don't. I don't want to have to start over again in a few months once I shake off this funk. Maybe it's a seasonal thing... or maybe its something/someone in my life bringing me down. Only time will tell, but until then, I will work towards getting healthy because that is one step that inevitably will be taken no matter what.

2 comments:

  1. Don't get down! You are doing amazing and soon when people see you they will comment on it and its so rewarding! Do you want to come out this Saturday? We are going to Scots baseball fundraiser. 10 dollars all u can eat n drink beer. Saturdays our cheat day so its perfect! And he's driving so we can get buckwild lol. I'll even pick you up if you want!

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  2. I wish! I had the last two weekends off, this is my weekend to work. :/ gotta be there at 4am on sunday morning.

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