Holy Exhaustion

I cant believe how tired I am today. I took a 3 hour nap after work and still feel totally beat. I guess the weekend took a whole lot outta me. Wow! Last week I missed the Surfers Paradise workout and the Cowabunga workout. Now today I missed 30 minutes of cardio and the Bridal Babe w/o. I hope I'm not as tired the rest of the week so I can kick it into higher gear and make up those workouts Thankfully I have Wednesday off this week, and I think I can use that to play catch up. I haven't been this tired is so SO long. The healthy eating and working out has really energized me, I think, but today I completely crashed. I dont think I had gotten a full nights rest in 3-4 days, and today I was feeling it. Plus I had weird dreams last night, and all day I felt like if I hit the pillow at any moment I would fall back asleep and continue the dream. The shocking part is that when I did take a nap at 3pm, I did continue the dream and it continued to be super weird!

The dream was that I was engaged to my boyfriend and it was the day of our wedding and I suddenly realized I didn't have a dress or any decorations and I felt too rushed and panicked. Then when I went back to sleep, in the dream I told him that it was too rushed and he said he agreed and wanted out. Then he said he wanted to go watch the game at the bar alone, this time so I said fine. But somehow this was code for the wedding was off and we were broken up. So I followed him to the bar and witnessed all these guys telling him that hes not welcome there because he's uncool. Lol. Then I drove home and a storm was coming. He came home after and our roommates told him to leave me alone in my room? LOL. We don't have roommates. I think all this tornado coverage on the news got in my head, as it does every year, and I went into a panic state or something. So funny, but so strange that just like I expected...the dream continued 12 hours after I had got up for work.

Here are some pictures from the zoo. It was a good time we just didn't cover much ground throughout the day. But we ended up seeing most of it, except penguins! 

Ot's past mid month now, so here's an update on my May Goals.

• I have not gotten my drinking under control at all. If anything, I've gone backwards in progress so far, partly due to my Bday but also just lack of effort.
• I thought I could reach 153 this month, since I was down to 157, but now my weights outta control so IDK
• Right now I'm at 3 missed, until I make up last weeks, then I'll just be at one missed.
• I'm trying to keep up with posting yoga, just missed last week because of my weight fluctuations.Posted here and here
• I can hold a plank for 1 min so far.
• Protein intake is definitely progressing. :) The goal was 700-750 a week so I can still take in some more, but it's gone up a lot! I wonder if this is why I'm gaining weight? Though when I googled it all I found is that protein DOES NOT make you gain, just aids muscle growth.
• 7DSD starts when my PFP comes in (I ordered it May 4th)